Post by SELENE JASMINE LEE, on Jul 11, 2011 12:51:19 GMT -5
if i die ( Y O U N G )
... // B U R Y M E I N S A T I N L A Y M E D O W N O N A A B E D O F R O S E S;;
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"I don't know what I've done or if I like what I've become. But something told me to run and, honey, you know me, it's all or none," a blonde haired girl sang, crossing her legs as she focused more on hitting the notes on her black acoustic guitar than being on key with her singing. It was yet another insomniac night, with the twenty year old in the lounge alone at two in the morning. Her hair was tied back in a messy bun, several strands falling in front of her eyes and causing her to brush them away.
Maybe she wasn't a performer anymore, but Selene Lee still loved her guitar. Her black and white bunny rabbit sniffed at her before laying beside her leg. "I know Riff Raff, I'm sleepy too," she sighed before giving him a gentle pat on the head. Her t-shirt was wrinkled from three hours of tossing and turning, which was hidden under her hoodie. The nightmares had returned again and she was to either suffer through them and sleep, or pace around the venue. Her tired hazel eyes focused on the chords she was playing and Selene kicked off her slippers. The nightmares altered between involving her regaining her DID and going back to therapy, and losing her brother and sister.
She was exhausted and it was sketched across her face. Maybe she just needed to text Jake and vent everything to him. Or maybe she should just go to Chelsea and curl up with her little sister. Her mind refocused on the song again, the words coming to her like breathing because she had listened to it at least eight times a day. "She will love you, more than I could. She who dares to stand where I stood..."
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... ( SINK ME IN THE RIVER AT DAWN SEND ME AWAY WITH THE WORDS OF A LOVE SONG )