makes me wanna d i e ! Jake

[RACHEL FAITH MASON,]

hit me out of nowhere like a car crash on the street
suddenly c o l l i d i n g into me - - - -
- - - HOW CAN THIS FEEL SO BAD WHEN YOU SEEM SO GOOD FOR ME? )

Rachel frowned, pulling her pillow over her head.  She was already blaring Missy Higgins at full volume on her iPod, and she could still hear them.  God, why couldn't they just shut the fuck up? Rocky was laying beside her, curled up as small as he could be, flattened out.  Rachel grumbled, aggravated and annoyed. Jake had lied to her face, saying that he loved her, just as much as he loved Tex, and had kissed her.  Then the next day, he told his boyfriend that it was a mistake and that she meant nothing to him.  And then went on to tell her boyfriend and nearly killed her and Myq's relationship.  Luckily though, she worked that out.  

"Oh my fucking god," she hissed before raising her voice.  "Can't y'all just SHUT UP?!"  The purple haired girl got up in a huff, straightening her seafoam green Hello Kitty nightgown and picking up Rocky and her iPod.   She couldn't take it anymore.  Rachel loved Jake like she loved Myq.  And knowing that someone else had him and hearing them..... She shook her head and stormed outside, slamming the bus door behind, not caring if she woke anyone up.  The nineteen year old started walking towards the Glass Rhino bus to see if she could maybe sleep with Myq or Chelsea.  If she couldn't,  the girl could always go ask Selene.  She wasn't going to bug Tyler with the request since she assumed Connor was with him...

Sighing, she sat down in front of Glass Rhinos' bus door and let Rocky lay down in her lap.  Missy Higgins continued to blare in her ears.  Somehow, this isn't how she expected her life to be like.  To be a roadie for her best friend's brother, who happened to be her long time crush's band and dating the bassist for her best friends' band.  And being tied between to guys was never on her list.  

She buried her head in hands and whimpered softly.  Rocky nipped her forearm, grabbing his owner's attention.  Rachel stroked the bunny's ears and sighed.  So much for honesty.

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WORD COUNT 361
NOTES crappy post xP
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CREDIT lovesick electric ?! @ caution 2.0! lyrics @ hey monday

[JACOB IAN LEE,]

» - - - - - - he's as blind as he can be
JUST SEES WHAT HE WANTS TO SEE - - - - - - - - - - «

Even he had to admit, maybe him and Tex murmuring late at night while petting pigpig was a bit selfish, but it shocked him when Rachel suddenly yelled, stomping out and slamming the door. He winced a bit, but muttered something like, “She's too loud.” Honestly, it just hurt that he knew he hurt her. He never meant to. He had known Rachel for years, and knew how much he did by drunkenly admitting his feelings, and then crashing her down with words meant to comfort Tex. He had a crush on Rachel for years now, but that's all he figured it was- a crush. She never made a move (though, he hadn't either) so he figured the feelings weren't shared. Then he went off touring with Texxy, and their feelings brimmed out for each other. He didn't like being blamed. Shit happened.

Eventually, a few minutes after wards, Tex managed to fall asleep, despite thinking Ray would cause even a bit of guilt. He slowly got up, placing pigpig in his place, murmuring, “You stay here. Keep your daddy company.” With that, he pulled the curtain of the bunk closed, and walked slowly to the door, opening it softly and shutting it after wards. He glanced around, thinking for a moment. She was obviously at one of his sister's buses, since that was just Rachel. He looked a bit stupid, considering he was now plopping around in nothing but boxers, but someone like him didn't mind. Someone like him who managed to go to jail after running around the venue bare naked (And he still didn't understand how that was so bad) and didn't really mind going to jail. However, maybe he didn't mind because the guy he loved managed to get away.

What a surprise. There she was, petting Rocky and listening to music in front of Glass Rhino's bus. He sat beside her, flicking one of her ear buds out. “Hey angel hair,” He spoke softly, sending her a sweet smile, before looking up at the sky. “Listen Ray. What you heard... what you heard was far from the truth. And I'm sorry about nearly screwing your relationship up. He'll probably kill me if he saw me out here with you, no?” He chuckled weakly, not really enjoying his own joke. “But Rachel... what I said to Tex was something just to comfort him. I hated saying it, but at least he's happy. Now I want you happy.” He set his head back, still staring at the stars. “I've known you for years, and I've had a crush on you most of the time. I prefer not to hurt you.” He looked over at her, his face showing pure worry. “You don't hate me, do you?”

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[RACHEL FAITH MASON,]

hit me out of nowhere like a car crash on the street
suddenly c o l l i d i n g into me - - - -
- - - HOW CAN THIS FEEL SO BAD WHEN YOU SEEM SO GOOD FOR ME? )

Rachel was completely tuned out, focusing only on Rocky.  She felt bad for loving both Myq and Jake, like she was cheating on one with the other.  Rocky sniffed the air as Jake approached, though the girl didn't notice.   She only noticed when the music stopped playing her left ear.  "What the....?" the young woman started out, looking to the side.  "Oh.... It's you.  What do you want?". She crossed her arms, looking up and sighing.  The small orange lop-eared bunny had managed to crawl into Jake's lap, allowing the young woman to hug her legs to her chest.  

"What do you mean far from the truth?" she inquired quietly, looking at him.  "Myq wouldn't kill you... I wouldn't let him... He'd have to kill me first," Rachel stated quietly, leaning against  Jake ever so slightly.  "Tex would kill me if he saw us though." She wiped at her eyes before hugging him tightly.  "And it's okay... I forgive you."  The girl rested her head on his shoulder, sighing.  "Everything I said to Myq was a lie too," she admitted softly.  "I am happy! I promise!" she pouted before forcing a fake smile.  "See? Overjoyed. Absolutely enthralled." 

"W-Wait.... You had a crush in me? How come you never told me? We wouldn't be having this drama if you would've...." She sighed, shaking her head.  "I wish I would've known...." A small scowl appeared on her face, showing her frustration.  "Well... You've hurt me twice.  If you felt the same after I first time I told you, why didn't you tell me? Why'd  you have to choose.... Choose.... Choose him?" She refused to say his name, staring at her shoes. "I could never hate you Jake.  It's like impossible.  I just love you." She looked up at him and kissed his cheek, hugging him again.  "I swear."

TAG jakey!
WORD COUNT 322
NOTES crappy post xP
OUTFIT clicky!
CREDIT lovesick electric ?! @ caution 2.0! lyrics @ hey monday